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May 20, 2008

LET ROCK BE ROCK

another mixdisc i made but this time im mixing familiar modern rock tunes rather than those obscure alternative and indies...

1. BULLETS FOR MY VALENTINE- Waking The Demon

2. DOES IT OFFEND YOU, YEAH?- We Are Rockstars

3. RADIOHEAD- Jigjaw Falling Into Place

4. FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS- Whoah Oh!

5. FALL OUT BOY- I'm Like A Lawyer...(me and you)

6. COLDPLAY- Violet Hill

7. NINE INCH NAIL- Discipline

8. RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS- Damn regrets

9. FLOBOTS- Handlebars

10. DURAN DURAN- Skin Divers

11. DRIVE BY TRUCKERS- Two Daughters and A Wife

12. GNARLES BARKLEY- Going On

13. FOO FIGHTERS- Cheer Up Boys

14. DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE- I Will Possess Your Heart

15. BAND OF HORSES- No One's Gonna Love You

16. SANDWICH- Betamax

17. HILLSONG UNITED- Point of Difference

18. UNTIL JUNE- Sleepless

                            

October 28, 2007

JEFFREY DAHMER WENT TO HEAVEN.. RAMBLING THOUGHTS ON FORGIVENESS

People just don't really understand what the Gospel is all about.

This is probably old news but since the movie biopic of Jeffrey Dahmer is coming soon, this issue seems to open up again...

Dahmer is mostly remembered as a serial killer who raped and ate his prey. Yes he's a cannibal and the new movie is kind of like a horror... and it’s based on real life...

The families of the victims were very happy when Dahmer was arrested back in the 90's and they eventually jumped for joy when they heard he died. Some family members of the victims were not even contented of the way he died. They wanted him to suffer cause according to them, what he did was unforgivable...

...but unfortunately Dahmer was forgiven by none other than the one who created him... GOD.

Yes God had been knocking on his heart for so long yet he refused to open it but he finally did on prison. He became a born again Christian in prison upon hearing the Gospel through a prison ministry.

Since then, Dahmer started to read the bible and attended in the prison church.

He then asked apology to the victims' families yet he received forgiveness from no one.

It's so sad when we think we're more righteous than a cannibal.

It's so sad when we elevate ourselves than that of a thief or a loser or a killer.

It's so sad when we think of our selves superior than others.

It's so sad when we see ourselves as better than others...

...Yet in the eyes of God murderers and liars are all the same to Him. no one is righteous. We all fall short of God's glory (Romans 3:23) and sin looks all the same to God (look it in Isaiah) no matter who you are. You might be a cannibal or a procrastinator. It's all the same to God. SIN! And that's what separated us from Him and that's the reason He sent Jesus to die on our behalf. Jesus did not die only to murderers. He dies for everyone including you and me because we are all sinners and no one is exempted.

And yet these family members still want revenge. I understand the grief but if only we look at the bigger picture, If only we believe when God said "BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD."

Or when He said to "CAST YOUR BURDEN UPON ME". If only we believe on those words "VENGEANCE IS THE LORD", then maybe forgiveness may not be that hard to give and revenge may not be what's occupying in our minds....

I’m not saying that i don't have a Jefrey Dahmer in my life. I have. Infact there are a lot. Killing my soul day by day. But thank God by His grace i learn not to hate those people but instead love them because i am just like them in the eyes of God, a sinner....

I don't know if they accepted God's gift of salvation. Only God and them know because i don't see pass their heart. Only the superficial.

But one thing I do know. I keep the word of God in my heart and I have Jesus in me and that no matter how I messed up, if i repent and ask forgiveness, He is willing to forgive me cause He died for me...

Now does it mean I have to continue sinning cause I know God will forgive?

Let me ask you, do you love your parents? Your girlfriend/boyfriend? If your answer is yes, do u intend to continue hurting them knowing they love you so much that they will forgive you???

If your answer is yes, then you must be a miserable man. Love doesn’t operate that way. And same thing applies to the relationship with Jesus.

Hope you got that folks,

Michael

August 23, 2007

I Love The Old Days When It COmes To Methods of Listening To Music

really guys im thankful that i'm born in this computer operated world. Im thankful enough for the internet for allowing me to discover new music radio wouldn't play( cause all radio play are crap).

But with all these free legal download sites which believe it or not are supported by the artists and sometimes even the label(eg Robbie seay Band's new CD Give Yourself Away is being given freely to the public via relevantmagazine.com until its official release date on aug.29 and this is been approved by the band and EMI ).

and of course freak as i am,i downloaded it...

but then i remembered my other favorite band King Wilkie so  i visited their site and found out they had change direction from being traditional bluegrass to newgrass with a Neil Young/Nickel Creek influence and no longer Bill Monroe...

their new cd is available for streaming so long before i finished listening to my newly downloaded Robbie Seay Band, i shifted from rock to newgrass... and then in the middle of it all i remembered music.aol.com so i went there and oh!, Over The Rhine's new CD "The Trumpet Child" is now available for streaming. and so without finishing the new King Wilkie i then closed their site and press Over The Rhine play...

And of all those albums i've been listening, this one i actually finished!!!

But in the end i feel exhausted. True enough i learned and heard those new music within an hour or two but i missed something very important.

And that is the feeling of "feeling the experience of feeling the music".:-). Something that's lost 90% nowadays.

We are being pressured with "new gud music" every minute that we forgot the experience of listening and being lost to the intricate melodies of jazz or the simple yet progressive mandolin sound of bluegrass or the wailing guitar of rock or the lonesome voice longing to be heard of singer/sopngwriters.

I miss those days when i was a young boy when  all i listened to was my mom's record collection all month long until my mama would buy me a cassette tape of my choosing(I WAS BORN A ROCKER !!!) and listened to it all month long to the point of memorizing the entire album. yes,when i was a kid i did memorize almost all Elvis songs and Bon Jovi and i can recite all the lyrics of Metallica's Black Album. But that was back then. I can still recite it though only if a Cd is playing. Kinda, well i forgot what type of memorization is that....\

But then again i don't blame technology i nthe end. I blame only me for not choosing to slow down and absorb a certain album.

the internet gives us a new horizon in music,but it also give as a new challenge... a challenge to control our greed and stick to ond album at a time...

gud night junkies...

mike

August 18, 2007

I Received a Monkey (a funny joke)

having so much fun last acquintance party though my 600 pesos is kinda wasted. hell, i dunno where it goes but im not satisfied with the food.

and i did storm the stage also with a stupid karaoke version of michael buble's sway...man, i hare karaoke but last night was so fun that i fool and joke around the stage. Tj(our president) did told me that it was a contest but i know that contest is for boring  people who wanna be mariah or josh groban for that matter...

so instead of singing it seriously crooning the way Buble did,why fool around with it? Besides, i have no idea half of the lyrics..so i did fool around slurring half the lyrics and moving like a drunk Kenny Chesney...

...and guess what? i won!

yes i won a monkey trophy hehehe...

guess some people are still stupid enough to differentiate between a joke and being serious...but honestly folks, it was fun making people laugh onstage...

but then again some people will never get it....

so i realized i will not only do singer/songwriter stuff only but also karaoke fun stuf hahahahah

bravo!!!!!

August 15, 2007

Gram Stain, Request Form, etc etc.. and the nursing station !!!!

kinda found out that some people in the nursing satation are lazy..

yesterday i received a request for routine culture and AFB of a certain patient.Of course there are two request form. One for culture and one for AFB.

THen i looked at the request form(smear) to see if there are still other procedures to be done. There ain't.They only encirlce AFB and so we only did AFB and culture.

Now we at the lab have gone crazy looking for THE PATIENT'S Gram Stain slide because a certain doctor wants his result badly...and we couldnt find it...

Then i remember there is no request for gram stain..i looked over it several times yesterday,the request form where u supposed to encirle all procedures that requires smearing(gram's included)

Then the medtech checked the other request form(the one where routine culture and sensibility should be) and there she found it neatly written very TINY at the buttom under the "other request" (or somethiung like it) box!!!

What on earth is that???

Don't they know that we are flooded with millions of specimens everyday? They should have to do their part also even if just by putting the right request in the right form so that it won't srew in the end.....

August 08, 2007

Albums Spinning on my iTunes for These Week and the Next (August 9 to August 24)

this week i made a deal of myself to listen nothing but these albums i put in my album playlist in my iTunes. CD listening however is not included so therefore i might still listen to some albums not listed here since those were in cd format:

here are the albums spinnig in my itunes for this week:

in order of plAYlist arrangement:

1. Pedro The Lion- Achilles Heel

2. Ray LaMontagne- Trouble

3. The Shins- Wincing The Night Away

4. Wilco- Yankee Hotel Foxtrot

5. Switchfoot- Oh! Gravity

6. Radiohead- OK Computer

7. Radiohead- The Bends

8. Nickel Creek- Why Should The Fire Die?

9. Nickel Creek- This Side

10. Chris Thile- Deceiver

11. Andrew Osenga- Letters To The Editor EP Volume One

12. Andrew Peterson- Carried Along

13. Adam Watts- Crawl EP

14. Derek Webb- Mockingbird

15. Midlake- The Trials of Van Ocupanther

16. Mindy Smith- One Moment More

17. The Afters- I Wish We All Could Win

18. Alison Krauss and Union Station- Lonely Runs Both Ways

19. Eric Church- Sinners Like Me

20. Hanson- Underneath (this is not the same bubblegum pop as they did before)

21.United- All of The Above EP

22. Jars of Clay- Good Monsters

23. The Beatles- Abbey Road

24. Pink Floyd- Dark Side of the Moon

25. Sugarcult- Palm Trees and Power Lights

26. Shaun Groves- Invitation To Eavesdrop

that's basically it for these week and the next....the rest of my collection on iTunes wil have to wait...

in Cd its The Beatles' Love,John Mayer's Continuum, anbd dc Talk's Jesus Freak 10th Anniversary Edition(2 disc) that got a heavy rotation but i still throw The Academy Is.. new CD Santi every once in a while just because i recently bought it. and Cold War Kids can wait till next week

June 14, 2007

THE POPE THOUGH HE's MORE HOLY THAN THOU

recently i heard a news that President Bush had address the pope as "sir" rather than "his most holy one". i dunno if its true but i heard the pope and the vatican and some catholic people were kinda upset with how Bush addressed the pope.

well for me its not a disrespect.calling someone "sir" is not a disrespect but for someone who thinks he's more holy than thou,well,it might is....whatya thunk?

the bible clearly said that we are all sinners and we can only be cleansed by the blood of Jesus in his grace if we accept him to be the saviour ans master of our lives and repent all our sins to Him.

being arrogant,i don't thinik its a life of repentance and being saved by grace

on my blog now...

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May 12, 2007

SPIDERMAN 3 AND THE DARK WEB OF SINS

by Marc T. Newman, Ph.D.


[Note: This is an analysis, not a film review there are some spoilers ahead.]

External battles of good and evil are what superhero figures are all about. Whether fighting for truth, justice, and all that stuff (Superman Returns), or fighting against sociopathic gangsters (Batman), radiation-enhanced electrified megalomaniacs (The Fantastic Four), or the devil himself (Ghost Rider), the battle against evil is often focused on the outside. There is no lack of external villains in Spider-Man 3 for our web-slinging hero to try to defeat, but as hinted in the trailer and the still photos for print media, the most dangerous antagonist that Peter Parker faces is the one lurking inside: sin.

Even with all of the eye-popping special effects and gasp-inducing action sequences that fans of this genre require, Spider-Man has always centered on the story of Peter Parker and his family and friends. And of the three Spider-Man films made so far, Spider-Man 3 is by far the most introspective and tragic. It certainly doesnt start that way (in fact, just the opposite), but as the movie unfolds, viewers watch Peter get a crash course in creating an environment ripe for sin, reveling in the temporary rush sin provides, discovering how sin turns from servant to enslaver, struggling to get free, and learning the kinds of lessons most of us wish were more prevalent at the cinema.

Ripe Conditions for Sin

In the initial Spider-Man film, Peter Parker was just trying to make sense of his new abilities while determining what responsibilities went with his great power. By Spider-Man 2, Parker was struggling with the burden of being a superhero. He was not sure if the benefits outweighed the costs. But as Spider-Man 3 begins, we find Peter at peace. He is beloved in the city, he is getting top grades at school, he has Mary Jane; all is right with the world. In fact, everythings great. Check that hes great. It is this shift from healthy introspection to adventures in narcissism that opens Peter up to attack by sin.

The Apostle James explains the progression of sin. It begins with our own desires, which, if allowed to carry us away, turn into sin, and when sin is accomplished, it brings forth death (James 1:14-15). Out of nowhere, an asteroid lands near where Peter and MJ are relaxing and fantasizing about their fabulous future. Out of the asteroid, a clearly conscious, black ooze emerges and attaches itself to Peters scooter waiting for an opportune moment to strike. The ooze is a metaphor for the parasitic sin nature something foreign in origin that attaches itself to a willing host, conspiring with it to maximize the hosts pride and aggression to turn them into arrogance and violence.

Viewers get a tour through Peters pre-ooze character transformation that turns him into prime target material. He has become a little conceited by his accomplishments, he basks in the citys applause, and he thinks more about himself and ignores Mary Jane failing to encourage her when she doubts herself and her abilities. He even cheats on her by giving away their special kiss to a girl he rescued just so he can pump up an already appreciative crowd. And stirring, deep in his heart, are dreams of murderous vengeance against the man who shot and killed his Uncle Ben. When the ooze gets hold of Peter, it doesnt change him it merely amplifies the tendencies he has been nurturing on his own.

Sin is Fun

The ooze looks creepy, at first, but we soon discover its ability to mold itself into very attractive shapes. When it attaches itself to Peter, it mimics his Spider-Man costume, rendering it all in a sophisticated black. Whatever abilities Peter has enjoyed before are enhanced. He becomes more confident, powerful, and dangerous. And it feels good.

Even after a well-reasoned warning from his Aunt May that his Uncle Ben would not want Peter to go around with vengeance in his heart, Peter loses his struggle against wearing the black suit. Aunt Mays prophetic words come true. Vengeance is a poison that can take us over and turn us into something ugly. But when people are in the grip of the thrill of sin, it is hard to recognize the downside often until it is too late.

In the book of Hebrews we are told that Moses chose a more difficult life rather than giving in to the passing pleasures of sin (Hebrews 11:24-26). From this we learn two concepts: first, that Moses was a hero of the faith, and second, that sin is pleasant at least, for awhile. After all, if sin wasnt fun, no one would do it. Peter initially revels in his new self, not able to see how others perceive him. He puts on new clothes and a cocky swagger, but people are repulsed. He replaces understanding with aggression, mercy with anger, caring with vindictiveness, and responsibility with lawlessness. Peter thinks he has arrived, that he is finally cool, but he has been taken over by sin and it is actively seeking his demise. All he once valued has fled. He must seek redemption or be lost forever.

Sin Sticks

What Peter discovers is that the suit, like sin, is not something that can be easily put on and then taken off at will. Early in the film, Peter is able to shed the black suit though it calls to him from the closet. But once he has given in to the power, getting out proves more difficult than fighting any other super-villain. The Apostle Paul explains how our relationship with sin develops. At first we submit ourselves to sin, but that sin then makes us its slaves (Romans 6:12-18). As long as we are compliant to the wishes of sin, there is little initial discomfort. It is only when we fight to get free and to do right that the true nature of the battle before us becomes clear: sin does not easily give up the struggle for our souls (Romans 7:14-25). Peter knows he has to get free, and has enough insight, at least in a sense, to seek out God.

Sin can be Beaten

It would be too much to expect for a popular film to show Peter having a blatant conversion experience to free him from the ooze. The location of Peters deliverance, however, is intriguing. After an encounter with an unscrupulous co-worker who begs Peter for forgiveness for doing wrong, Peter (still in the grip of the ooze) tells him, You want forgiveness? Get religion. So when Peter finally needs to be freed from the ooze, he knows where to go: to a church. I would almost wish that Aslan would cross over to Columbia Pictures from a Walden Media/Disney set and un-ooze Peter the way he un-dragoned Eustace Scrubb in The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. But the imagery of the church bell and the depiction of Peters desperate wrestling with the ooze suit certainly avoids the appearance of cheap grace. And once he is free there is a washing which is more ritualistic than hygienic.

Peter has beaten the ooze suit, but sin is not vanquished; it merely looks for another host. And it finds one even more willing to accept its edicts than was Peter. Eddies transformation into Venom is one of complete submission. Even when deliverance is offered, Eddie rejects it, saying I like being bad. So even though victory over sin is possible, the film makes it clear that one has to desire to resist and make the effort.

Past Sin toward Forgiveness

Jesus taught His disciples that sinners need to seek and extend forgiveness. And while Spider-Man 3 spends much of its time exploring the nature and effects of sin, it is sprinkled throughout with calls for forgiveness. Peter needs to learn to ask for and accept forgiveness from Mary Jane. Peter also has to learn to forgive those who have wronged him, and he sees a beautiful example in his Aunt May, who rejects the concept of vengeance -- even against the man who murdered her husband. His efforts are not universally welcomed -- that is to be expected -- but it is important for him to extend forgiveness nonetheless. In a film world filled with vengeance-seeking protagonists who slay their adversaries while popping off with edgy, comedic one-liners, the choice of Spider-Man 3s writers to emphasize instead the difficult virtue of forgiveness is particularly praise-worthy.


It is not my contention that all of the elements of a salvation message, or even the most important ones, are present in Spider-Man 3. There is no real Christ figure just the representation of the Church. There is no talk of substitutionary death, and no resurrection. But what is present in Spider-Man 3 is one of the better examinations of the operative nature of sin. And since recognition of sin, and the terrible price it exacts, is the most fitting place to begin a discussion of the Gospel, Spider-Man 3 is likely to be my pick for the most spiritually thought-provoking (and potentially discussion-starting) film of 2007.

April 17, 2007

THIS IS HOW THE WORLD THINKS !!!!

from Sakis Tolis of Rotting Christ
Band message to Dave Mustaine of
MEGADETH;

"I didn't expect something like that
from Dave Mustaine, because, you know,
he's supposed to be metal — you
know, 'metal band,' all metal ... I
just feel sorry for him and for every
new Christian with new ideas, because
we think Christianity is the worst
thing to happen in human history. This
is a well-organized trick in order to
control society, so when I see someone
that's very much Christian, that's
full of the system, I feel very sorry
for him because he's not free."

As a christian,i can testify that what
he's saying is the exact opposite of
what im experiencing. Being a
christian is the most liberating
experienced i ever have. I don't have
anybody telling me rules! I flushed
all the rules in my toilet. You can't
tell me not to lie,smoke,drink, or
kill anyone! Why? Because i aint doing
it anyway not because i am bound to
but because i love Jesus so much and
all i wanna do is to glorify Him
through my life... and i dont think
murdering someone is a good idea of
glorifying Christ....

Get what i mean???

Plus i am no longer bound by the law
and all those self righteous mess
because God saved me by grace through
the death of Jesus( truthfully,i am
supposed to b d one hanging in there).

Plus all our good deeds all mean
nothing to God because he requires
perfection.. something we cannot atain
here on earth due to our sinful
nature.

Cmon,i dont have to explain what on
earth that means. if ur still in ur
senses then u know u are sinful by
nature or if u like a nasty term,
NAUGHTY BY NATURE.

And that my friend is the reason why
God sent his Son to die on our behalf.
that's how much He loves us! To set us
free from our sins!!!!

It doesnt mean we can no longer sin.
we can! in fact i just did! hehehehe,
but we now have a savior to save us
from it.
and we can call Him anytime,anywhere...

Again,all this because i love Jesus
and He's the king of my life....
Now if He aint the king of your life,
i dont think u will understand what im
talking about..or maybe u will but can
u relate???

TRY JESUS NOW !!!!

March 16, 2007

Finals is Approaching and guess What???...I'm BLOGGING !!!!! man gotta study tomorrow

Man, i could get fungal infection just by reading all about these serological tests for the said infection and not to mention a littleIok big!) chapter on the disorders of immune system which ranges from hypersensitivity reaction to tumor diseases...man im freakin' out !!!

...and i run out of money...dang! and i have to play bowling and must buy that JOHN MAYER-CONTINUUM CD !!! (can't help it.its the best he put out since Heavier Things)

..and now im also soaking myself on Mars Hill Church's cool discussion on the book of Ruth (old testament) and im two episodes away before beginning the book of Nehemiah.

don't get me wrong kidz,i'm not religious. infact i hate religion. religion is run by laws,bunch of them and i don't like them.i am not saved by laws anyways.

It is Jesus thAT saved me.He did that not just for me though but once and for all when he died on the cross almost 2000 years ago. by that i mean salvation is now free,only with a price and that's His blood scattered on that hill...

and so worry no more,we all are saved from damnation...but only,only if you accept him by faith,acknowledging that we are nothing without Him and that sinful as we are,we cannot save ourselves...

(oh cmon, don't be in denial. u and i both know we all have skeletons in our closets and our minds are all pre-occupied either with sex or anything related or pride and greed. HECK ! I'm the master of them all !!!!)

and please call me a liar if for once in your life, you don't think about where u gonna go when you die,granting u believe ur soul is immortal (and that u r fully made human with a God shaped hole in your soul).

well worry no more...Jesus is the solution.

Well u know pretty well the story that Jesus died for our sins but the question is WHY? Why death? can He paid it with anything but death?

well the answer my friend is that the wages of our sins is actually death.not getting biblical here but u can check it urself in Romans 6:23 in the new testament.

so inorder for as to have a happy eternal life rather than swimming in hell (which might sound cool but wait till u die and go there and come back and tell me how cool is it,which is kinda very impossible if u still be back) Jesus take all our sins on that cross and died it down with  Him...

and in that very instance, the line that separated us from God is gone forever. Meaning we can now pray to
God directly without offering a burned sheep. Jesus paid them all...

So,its up to you and me to make the decision..either die and live in hell or die and live in heaven in constant joy forever.

Heaven? Then acknowledge ur a sinner and that u need Jesus in ur life to be ur personal King and guiding compass(that means savior) and repent all ur sins. and please dont promise never to sin again..that's very impossible!!! But do know that as u receive Him sincerely you will have a new nature.a Godly nature which helps u decern bad and good from a spiritual eye. im telling you there's a big difference !!!!

till then,gonna get back to eat smething and listen to this really cool CD by JASON MRAZ called Mr.A-Z !!!

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Currently Listening:
Mr. A-Z
By Jason Mraz
Release date: 26 July, 2005

Currently Listening:
Chutes Too Narrow
By The Shins
Release date: 21 October, 2003

Currently Listening:
Portable Sounds
By Tobymac
Release date: 20 February, 2007

Currently Listening:
Twilight
By Shaun Groves
Release date: 05 August, 200

Currently Listening:
Enjoy The Ride
By Sugarland
Release date: 07 November, 2006

Currently Listening:
Business Up Front/Party In The Back
By Family Force 5
Release date: 14 March, 2006

ADVANCE LISTENING PARTY ON CMT:

Currently Listening:
More Behind the Picture Than the Wall
By Doyle Lawson & Quicksilver
Release date: 27 March, 2007

March 15, 2007

Lost in Interpretation

why is it that my actions are always
being misinterpreted as something
deeper when in fact it is the most
shallow of all shallowness???

i care. that's what i do.and sometimes
i care too much to the point that i do
actually put pain to the person i
cared about.

and its wrong... and i knew it..but
too late..

..and yeah speaking of care,i am
concern to my friends.. and that
doesn't mean that im GAY if im concern
to a guy. Got it?

same thing with girls. it doesn't mean
i have a feeling for a particular
person if im concern to her..got it?

but then again naive and loner as i
am,i guess i don't know much about
friendship and that i have sooo much
to learn...

i received a comment couple of days
back that a friend of mine thought i
went extreme because she thought i
treated her like a girlfriend(besides
the fact that she's a girl and a
friend) because im too protective
daw.well,that's according to her.

(for the record im not being over-
protective. sometimes a friend just
see the pain before it drops and its
his instinct to protect the other.not
that he doen't want that friend to
learn on her/his own experience.its
just that sometimes there are things
that u dont have to experience in
order to learn.)

well,its not what actually is in my
mind.but then again i got lost in
interpretation...

and so lessons learned,...

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March 13, 2007

Inside My Musical Head

I'm awake taking a break from studying
pre final exam tomorrow and so i might
as well post anything silly..

and silly it is,here's what's spinning
in my headphone;

1.OVER THE RHINE- If Nothing Else

2.THE FRAY- How To save A Life

3.TEDDY GEIGER- Confidence (for You I
Will)

4.BRIAN LITTRELL- Welcome Home (You)

5.FOUNTAINS OF WAYNE-Hung Up On You

6.OLD 97's- Lonely Holiday (imaginary
friend)

7.JASON BLAINE- What I can't Forget

8.CHRIS TOMLIN- Amazing Grace(My
chains Are Gone)

9.HYPERSTATIC UNION- Praying For Sunny
Days

10.PLUMB- All My Tears

11.BEYONCE-Irreplaceable

12.NADA SURF- Always Love

13.TIM McGRAW- Last Dollar

14.MICHAEL ANTHONY CURAN- Franny I'm
Sorry(demo)

15.HAWK NELSON- Everything You Ever
Wanted

16.RELIENT K- Fallen Man

17.JOJO- Too Little Too Late

18.RYAN ADAMS- Come Pick Me Up

19.NICKEL CREEK- The Fox

20.CHRIS THILE- Dead Leaves and Dirty
Ground

21.SWITCHFOOT- Crazy In Love

22.JARS OF CLAY- Water Under The Bridge

23.LINKIN PARK- Nobodys Listening

24.NAS ft. Will.I.Am.- Hiphop Is Dead

25.AKON Ft. EMINEM- Smack That

26.DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL- Don't Wait

27.CAEDMON's CALL- The Story

28.dc TALK-Between You And Me

29.SNOW PATROL-Hand Open

30.HILLSONG UNITED-What The World
could Never Take

31.WOLFGANG AMADEUS MOZART- The
Marriage of Figgaro (as performed by
the LONDON PHILHARMONIC ORCHESTRA)

32.CHRIS THILE & BELA FLECK- Bach
Variation (live medley)

33.THE SHINS- Phantom Limb

dont just stare there. go to itunes music store and get them stuff..they're good for the ears and for the mind (except that AKON track. i just love the beat!!!)

March 04, 2007

The Fact of Pre-Marital Sex on Women

besides biblical point,here's an
interesting fact i found n having pre-
marital sex:

"It's important to understand that
when a woman has sex, she releases
oxytocin and bonds with her partner.
Oxytocin is called the "snuggle
chemical." It triggers orgasm, but
it's also released when a mother
breast-feeds. It makes you feel close
and connected and vulnerable. The
effects of oxytocin are offset by
testosterone, so a high-testosterone
person doesn't bond from having sex.
And there you have it: Bad boys don't
get attached! They say all these
wonderful things, and you get this
chemical rush that lowers your
defenses. But he could be gone the
next day. He could lose interest."

So,no matter how u gals deny that its
ok to have pre-marital sex nad it has
no effect psychologically,well,wait
until u and ur boyfriend breaks up...

by then u started to live life as if
forgetting yesterday but each night
constantly battling the guilt inside
of you...u feel connected and its a
fact!!!!

and that's the reason why sex is
designed for marriage casue im telling
you,conscience and guilt could kill
you slowly!!!!

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DATING = PROSTITUTION

i stumble into this article that  dating back then in the 1900 heydays  was actually synonymous for  prostitution...

and as i ponder it today,still is  actually (with few exceptions).

this is how i came out with this  thinking:  i observed a lot of my guy-friends and  girl-friends anfd most of them hooked  up on the opposite sex.  what i observed is that most guys do  actually spent more money and time on  dating not because they love the girl  but because there's something in her  that they want... 

noticed ladies how,when a guy treats u  out(assuming ur lovers  already),especially in a movie,that he  always lean for a kiss? and that kiss  would eventually lead to caressing  your boobs and touching what's behind  the panties...

or as ur relationship comes longer  enuf the guy would eventually ask for  a sex. or some smart guys don't ask  actually(it would be dumb to  ask)..what they do is led u into a  situation where u will emotionally  fall and have some erotica moment.and  then u dont even realized it,it  happened.. 

and also there are some girls who,myt  not like the idea of sex in a bf-gf  relationship but then feel pressure to  do so because they think its love and  that they're doing a favor to their  boyfriend...  ..

doing a favor in return of what their boyfriend did for them...ring a bell? well,that is actually the definition of prostitution.

Well here's another course:

or somegirls may jump into it  because she will rationalize THAT in  todays culture its acceptable...

well no matter how acceptable it is,if its wrong then guilt will still haunts u if ever ur human enough to have a conscience...


Wincing the Night Away
By The Shins
Release Date: Jan 23, 2007

February 27, 2007

THE REAL EMO PART TWO

plus whoever invented that
hairstyle?...

lot of people thought when u got that
kind of hairstyle ur emo...and yeah i
see lots of kids like this (im even a
kid myself) who dress black with a
print MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE and wear
their hair like the drummer of
UNDEROATH and then they call
themselves emo...and when ask what
does Reinventing Your Exit by
Underoath means and why it is EMO,they
dont even know...they cannot tell
you..Why? becasue these kids are not
really emo,they're just being
victimized by todays trend (which is
de to media) and we kids wanna be
cool..we don't wanna be outdated..

that's why u can see my peers today in
the mall dress like Eminem(hiphop)
pretending they can relate to him and
doesnt even know how to rap..

or dress like UNDEROATH and doesnt
even know what their songs mean..

lets face it folks, EMO is not define
by looks or infact no music should b
defined by looks...i mean music is
music...

MU CHEMICAL ROMANCE is a great emo
punk rock and DASHBOARD is emo
acoustic but looking at their
publicity photos they doesn't look
like EMO at all,,, i respect band like
these who doesn't comform to what the
label told them...

and Ryan Adams and Jack Ingram are
very country but they look like EMO
kids than My Chemical Romance...

lets give music a chance to b what it
is...

and i dont care if u dress like
underoath or eminem or tim mcgraw or
even dress like *NSYNC(are they still
alive?) for as long as ur comfortable
and NOT BECOZ U WANNA BE THE NEXT BIG
FREAK !!!

Currently Listening:
Not All Who Wander Are Lost
By Chris Thile
Release date: 09 October, 2001

Currently Listening:
This Is It (Advance Listening Party)
By Jack Ingram
Release date: 27 March, 2007

Currently Listening:
Not Too Late
By Norah Jones
Release date: 30 January, 2007

Currently Listening:
It's Hard to Find a Friend
By Pedro the Lion
Release date: 16 October, 2001

THE REAL EMO PART ONE...

i dunno what's wrong with today's
major label a.k.a. THE BIG FOUR
(EMI,MCA-UNIVERSAL,WARNER,SONU-BMG).
i mean they really lost it...

back then in the 90's when grunge
music was popular suddenly they're
marketing bands like Matchbox Twenty
(WARNER),SISTER HAZEL(sonybmg),etc as
grunge when these bands doesn't even
qualify to grunge lyrically and even
musically (cmon we all know SISTER
HAZEL is a folk rock band,...
..and now they never change...

marketing people are really out of
their mind..they don't even know what
music really is..

Take a look at the RnB chart. Almost
everything with programmed
beats,hype,and a little rap is in the
RnB category to the point that drum
and bass song "My Humps by Black Eyed
Peas is considered or marketed as
RnB...WHAT???? !!! God help us all..we
must be either tone deaf or we doesnt
really know what RnB is...

true enough their are real RnB artists
today that incorporate hiphop and
popin their sounds (e.g.
Ashnati,aaliyah,Kyla,Alicia Keys,Craig
David)

But to call Promiscuous Girl and My
Hump rnb? give ua a break!!!! Nelly
furtado is not even an RnB singer (for
all u info she's a folk singer from
canada but somehow made a hiphop/drum
& bass album,not RNB)...

and here comes the nice part...

EMO music or emotional rock is
suddenly rising nowadays for some
unknown reason.

but back in the late 80's and the
90's,this genre is unknown to the
masses..only those underground
alternative rock fans knew this type
of music.( and yes,there are some emo
in the 90's that's marketed as
grunge...funny isnt it?)

u might recognize names like Blue
October, Pedro The Lion, Jimmy Eat
World,Bright Eyes,Switchfoot..these
are bands in the 90's with deep
emotional lyrics and also uses emotion
in thier performances...

..but here's the catch, switchfoot is
not considered emo during the
90's..heck,nobody even knows they
existed..

..but now,they're being marketed by
SONY as emo-rock (maybe due to their
hair) and yes jon forman does sing
with emotion but compare their lyrics
today than their lyrics before...which
is more emo?

..and the Wiki also define emo as a
subgenre of punk rock but really if u
come to realize it Bright Eyes is not
even Punk Rock..Dashboard Confessional)
Chris Carraba) maybe fronting a
Christian punk band FURTHER SEEMS
FOREVER but his Dashboard project is
really far from punk. he even admit
that during spaces between FURTHER
SEEMS FOREVER TOUR he sits down in his
bedroom and recorded what would become
as the first DASHBOARD project because
he didn't feel it fit to his punk band.

..and that was the beginning of what
we now call as commercial EMO..but
dont get me wrong,dashboard was not
making that side project for
commercial purposes.its like his audio
diary but somehow it was
different,while the EMO's of the late
80's and 90's deal with darker themes,
dashboard deals with pain but also
with coping up.in other words,his
sound is in the positive light (no
wonder,He's a christian and christians
have joy even in pain).

and then as kids noticed him,major
label begun looking for band that
sounds like either Dashboard or
Further and marketed them as emo.

one example is Fall Out Boy.when they
started emo was not even on their
mind. They were just plain hardcore
and punk rock band but somehow the
label considered them emo..and so they
released their first major album which
until now i cannot still understand
why it is emo.i just can't feel the
honesty and emotion.

The only band i can think of that
major label gt bullseye is MY CHEMICAL
ROMANCe...i may not understand some of
their lyrics as they sing but as i
read them, its really emo... plus
their performance is emo too...

truth is EMO should not be stereotyped
as punk rock ssubgenre becasue i know
a lot of artists that are EMO as can
get,both lyrcally and in performance.
examples are:
Andrew Osenga,Nickel Creek,Bright
Eyes,Griffin House,

but if u wanna hear real emo,then one
artist comes to mind...HANK WILLIAMS.

Currently Listening:
Electric
By Jack Ingram
Release date: 04 June, 2002

Currently Listening:
Live Wherever You Are
By Jack Ingram
Release date: 10 January, 2006

Currently Listening:
Crashings
By Falling Up
Release date: 24 February, 2004

February 25, 2007

FEED MY COUNTRIFIED SOUL

Lately i've been listening to aother genre than country and it struck me how we can connect those genre(rnb,punk,hiphop,jazz) into country music...

i mean look at ryan adams,he breaks boundaries when he incorporated punk into his country.

Look at Bright Eyes' emo folk incorporated country...

Look at Jars of Clay's alternative rock incorporated country...

Look at Cowboy Troy and Chance's hiphop incorporated country...

Bon Jovi's rock incorporated country...

Leann Rimes' pop incorporated country...

and of course there's the MUZIK MAFIA's RnB incorporated country...

i mean the lists could go on...

what im trying to say is why stereotype?

Heck,its just music and as long as its not crap (like rachelle ann go or william hung),then i think our ears can handle it..

...But then again in this corrupt society crappy stuffs are getting more airplay than the real one...

u dont have to believe me,all u have to do is listen to the radio and hear songs about CIRCLES (lingin).:-)

P.S.

im not bias in country music by the way. u might think i am but im not. truth is there are lots of country crap out there...

Currently Listening:
Life Is Calling My Name
By Shane Yellowbird
Release date: 26 October, 2006

Currently Listening:
Viridian
By Greencards
Release date: 06 March, 2007

Currently Listening:
For Me It's You
By Train
Release date: 31 January, 2006

Currently Listening:
Place Where You Belong
By Normals
Release date: 09 April, 2002

February 21, 2007

A Song Written On A Bo's Coffee's Tissue Paper... friends,you'll b d 1 to decide the title

words/music:michael anthony curan
genre: slow punk rock

VERSE ONE:
i met her last november
she was sitting at my favorite diner
few talks and then its gettin' better
we became closer to each other

PRE CHORUS ONE:
and i started to treat her like a real friend
like the one who'll stay in the end
never realized i was just a mere acquintance
never saw the look in her eyes

CHORUS:
maybe this is my life
maybe its who i am
always trust a friend
and later it will be broken down
all i did was to be
a real friend to (CENSORED-NAME INCLUDED).just think of something that rhyme with the word "be")
but all she did was lie to me
she never realized
how deeply im hurtin' inside...

VERSE TWO:
As far as i remember
She's the only one i can relate to
but i never felt something special
just to be a close friend is all im asking

PRE CHORUS TWO:
but why do i cry evrytime she told me lies
and why do i reacted this way
am i crazy, do i still want friendship
am i stupid pls tell me ok?

(REPEAT CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
i still treasure the friendship that we have
even though i mean nothing to you
u can still count on me when people turn you down
when there's no one around
and no (CENSORED AGAIN-NAME INCLUDED) to be found

(REPEAT CHORUS)

I'll be a friend u can hold on
standing in the middle of pain

2007 michael anthony curan

FEBRUARY 21 at around 11pm at Bo's coffee Cebu Doctor's university branch on a piece of tissue paper and a bartender's ballpen which eventually i took home with me..

im so sorry i forgot to return it...maybe tomorrow if ever i still...am never mind..

Good night cowboys!!!

Currently Listening:
Smile, It's the End of the World
By Hawk Nelson
Release date: 17 August, 2006

February 19, 2007

Living With Hate,Grudge,unforgiveness,and anything Related

telling u kids,no matter how u smile and pretend ur happy,let's bet, deep inside ur not...cause only the person with a harden heart or a stone-iced cold heart can't feel anything and i doubt if that person is even human.

c'mon nothing's even good in keeping grudge. remember,when u forgive, ur setting a person free and that person is actually YOU ! and not the other party...

Currently Listening:
Not All Who Wander Are Lost
By Chris Thile
Release date: 09 October, 2001

Currently Listening:
How to Grow a Woman from the Ground
By Chris Thile
Release date: 12 September, 2006

Currently Listening:
Let It Fall
By Sean Watkins
Release date: 13 March, 2001

Don't Complain If Someday What You Did Will Get Back To You

there are people who will never stop whining and complaining about others being rude to them or because they're not being treated according to how they wanna be treated...

but before u whine,examine urself first..

are u mad at them because u see urself in them?

or ur mad because unawarely(there such a word?),ur just like them?

i've seen people like these and to tell u,from the outside looking in,its a funny look yet i pity them...

its time to grow up woi....


Currently Listening:
Panic
By MxPx
Release date: 07 June, 2005

Currently Listening:
Before Everything & After
By MxPx
Release date: 16 September, 2003

Currently Listening:
Not All Who Wander Are Lost
By Chris Thile
Release date: 09 October, 2001